Spent today at my sister’s house. We had a barbecue. She has a husband and a house. A backyard with a forest beyond. She has trees. Rabbits in the yard and deer visit her backyard. A bird’s nest under her deck. A lovely neighborhood. I’m jealous, yet she worked hard all her life and earned what she has. She doesn’t have long to live and when she’s gone my family is gone. I’ll never know what’s become of my other sister’s children. Where they’re at, if they marry or have children. I burned my bridges behind me.